Sunday, January 30, 2005 @ 9:49 pm
Went Orchard with Cherlyn and Hy yesterday..
and instead of getting the stuff we wanted, we attacked the food stores
at Taka Basement first. After eating one plate of mee siam at the cafe, i
still had a doughnut, some chocolate danish puff, octopus balls and auntie
anne's lemonade. Whoa, we were seriously stuffing ourselves with food.
and suprisingly, the money i spent yesterday was all on food.. Was
so frustrated that i couldnt find the things i set out to buy..
So, so far TJ's cool. just that me and jieyi cant stand our CG..
Hope our OG changes for the 2nd orientation, and i pray that there'll
be ppl i prefer in it.. Oh, Bee and JieHui crashed TJ on friday, and they
messed with our TJ politics. Fancy voting for ppl they didnt know for
out exco. elections.. It was funni though. Hu Shing's friend found out about
them, and even shouted "VJ crashers" outside the lecture hall.
Hiaz. i'm missing the good old days..
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 @ 9:57 pm
Ha. Went on a shopping spree with my family on sun..
Ended up buying the stuff i wanted and some others i didnt expect
to buy.. Was sorta shocked by my father's reactions.. coz there was
this FILA shoe that was on sale.. rather nice, but since i already had
a converse shoe that was sort of the same type as the fila one, i didnt
consider looking at it twice.. Then suddenly, my dad was like:
Y dont u buy this shoe.. cheap and nice. Then he continued by suggesting
wat colour was nicer and asking for my size.. Ha, wat a miracle. he even
ended up shopping for his stuff that day, which is like rare for men..
School's kind of ok so far. has its ups and downs..
and i seriously dun like the fact that half the time we're considering
whether to stick to plan A or plan B. like they expect us to adapt so
quickly to all the changes..
Looking forward to sat again. like i always do.. :D
Saturday, January 22, 2005 @ 7:52 pm
i just love saturdays!
was the 2nd earliest to arrive after xy, who apparently arrived earlier than
yang, which is like 7+..
Then it was our usual shooting while waiting for the rest to arrive..
Xy ended up eating cup noodles, while the rest of us ate chips under the
scrutiny of this bunch of crows which were eyeing our food. And there
was this particular time where the crow came up so close to me when i was
unaware, so kind cherlyn tried to warn me by shrieking, and in my haste
to escape, i almost ALMOST sprained my ankle.. lucky for me i didnt, or i'll
blame it on the crows..
After that it was 5 Vs. 5.. full court. Tiring but fun..
and i kept losing my ball to Shamir! argh. so frustrating. And things didnt
get better when i was snatching the ball with him and my shoe came out, exposing
my Bright and oh-so-colourful rainbow socks to everyone.. how embarassing larh..
Played lame games like black magic, and games which bee didnt catch most of
the time.. waha. Then it was truth or dare.. Found out stuff bout everyone.
but it was exceptionally hard to do so for the VJ ppl. they're so tight lipped they
refuse to reveal much until further interrogated by us who didnt get
satisfactory answers.. lol. Hy and I were the only brave ones to choose 'Dare'.
and while i got off easily by just hugging the lamp post and shouting for help,
poor hy had to cheer for yang and repeatedly shouted that he was hot while
being video taped.. Poor girl, her act was seen by the rest of the guys too.. :D
What a fun day. just love to hang around with KCC gang..
Sunday, January 16, 2005 @ 7:03 pm
Had a 4/2 gathering last night.. Felt great to see so many 'long-
lost' faces that i hadnt seen for quite some time.. But now i'm sick
coz of pizza and too much coke. Plus the fact that i was innocently
splashed with water though i was just an on-looker.. Though i'm feeling
lousy, last night was great..
hiaz, feeling rather down these few days, esp. when i'm alone.. prob coz
sometimes, i simply think too much.. I know he loves me dearly, but
sometimes there's just a certain coldness i feel between me and the man
i simply respect and love the most. It gets worse when i face his disapproval/
rejection, and sometimes i'm too scared to even approach him and talk to him.
Then it doesnt get any better when i look at her photo and think of the times
we spent together, or what we would be doing together if time permitted.
I truly miss her smile, her calm, soothering voice, her presence which never
fails to light up my day and most impt, hearting the last 3 words that meant the
world to me, even though i know i wouldnt hear it from her again.
Strong I am, yet weak is the word that describes me on several occassions.
It was hard for me to talk to someone bout this.. and the closest i got to was
just blabbering to my dog, but she fell asleep halfway..
So i was relieved when i spilled all that i bottled up inside me to Cherlyn and Wee
last night.. Thx so much u guys, u dunno how much it meant to me. I know
you all are put in a diff. position when i tell u bout my problems, but thx to
ur consolation/encouragement, i'm feeling much much better now..
Come to think of it, everything happened for a reason.. and i have to cope
with this for the rest of my life whether i liked it or not..
I know my future would not be smooth sailing.. But without those obstacles/
failures and mistakes i make, i wouldnt know how to correct them, and carry
on with double the amount of strength would I?
Spent some quality time alone today. Went to Church, read a book, watched
a movie, snacked, took a nap.. May sound boring but it was rather nice in fact.
and now i feel like hell. used up so much tissue already, and i cant even
smell anything or talk normally without hurting my tonsils. Oh well, thats for
shouting and laughing too much yesterday..
Thursday, January 13, 2005 @ 10:26 pm
These few days have been super tiring.. Touch Rugby and rock climbing
every other day. so i reach home at like 8 plus everyday.. Then i always
apply 'counterpain' and pray hard that next morning when i wake up, my arms
and legs wont be aching that much.. pretty much the same thing.. tiring, that is..
Crashed MJ today again.. ha. i just love crashing MJ.. lots of ppl to see. many
old and new stories to hear.. Like news can spread from MJ to TJ and vice
versa. waha. now i know bout Gladys/pyramid and that water bottle thing;
cherlyn's and wee's friend who says TKgians are noisy.; WG/Bling2 and stuff..
and bee! i toked to elton and asked bout ms chee and stuff, then he saes he
doesnt even remember if got any tkgians.. dotz. so sad arh, 3 of us. no one notice.
Rock Climbing again tmr..
fun, but tiring.. and lucky i dun have to go for the 1st swimming grading coz of
the deng.. so i'll just sit there with keow to look after the bags. yup. i just luv that.
Monday, January 10, 2005 @ 10:09 pm
Zoo pics here..
still got loads of un-uploaded pics.
Saturday, January 08, 2005 @ 8:45 pm
One week of orientation breezed past.. Guess its becoz life in TJ was
rather hectic.. our days were filled with lots of activities that was super tiring.
Reached home at 8+ everyday, and around 11 for the last 2 nights..
went for pdp exhibitions, and put down my name for touch rugby and rock
climbing.. [I beat hy in rock climbing!! *beams* haha..]
Xy and I had come to a conclusion-- Last Resort: Join the Intellectual
Games club, slack and play bridge for only 2 hrs a week, and earn pts..
Mass Dance at Suntec was cool.. Met Cherlyn there and roamed around
looking for ppl.. sorta got embarrassed, but it was fun. :D
Then me and huiyi crashed MJ on fri, coz our lectures ended at around 10,
and as we had nothing better to do till 5+ in the evening, we decided
to visit Wee, Cherlyn and the rest in MJ..
Felt like celebrities coz while everyone was in their dark blue orientation T-shirt,
both of us looked out of place with our oh-so-green TKGS uniform.. ppl were
staring at us everywhere we went, and ppl we didnt realli know in TKGS came
up to us to talk.. Then Cherlyn brought us around the sch.. managed
to catch glimpses of certain ppl.. :)
O-night was fun. filled with screams, cheers and whistling.. Wonder how next
week would be once orientation has ended..
So we went for a mini KCC gathering today.. was excited to see everyone..
and we were showing off our cheers. it was like TJ vs. MJ vs. VJ..
and i'm proud to sae that although i cant master the cool mass dances we had
in TJ, they're much better than VJ dances. lol [sorry VJcians..]
Tuesday, January 04, 2005 @ 9:35 pm
First two days of orientation..
Felt a bit lost and stuff, coz of so many unfamiliar faces..
But i guess i still need some time to adapt.. at least my ogls are not
bad looking.. :P
Went bballing for a while yesterday. what a great feeling it was to see
them all on the court. the gurls toked continuosly.. non-stop bout
almost everything for about 20 min.. One day only and we missed
each other so badly liao..
Was busy smsing KCC gang members the whole of yesterday and today.
esp during the boring talks.. Seems like everyone misses everyone..
i even smsed xinyi who was less then a few hundred metres from me.
see how desperate i was..
Orientation was so damn tiring.. Like we walked/ran all the way
from TJ to ecp.. and explored tanah merah, parkway :)! etc..
Lost my OG for the 2nd time.. and they didnt even know we were
lost larh.. sad case..
Sunday, January 02, 2005 @ 7:58 pm
Was really confused, but things have been clarified already..
I'm glad we had the talk.. Hope it'll help strengthen our friendships.. :D
Gonna start a whole new chapter of my life tmr..
Kinda scary, but thinking that so many students like me
are going thru the same thing kind of put me at ease..
To all 4e2ians: Best of Luck in everything u do.. already missing ur
companies in school .. :D
To KCC gang: U know i love u guys the most.. kcc gang forever yea..
*places my hand on the table while everyone else piles them on top
of mine*..
[Togetherness]
Saturday, January 01, 2005 @ 8:46 pm
Happy New Year everyone!
Cycled to HuShing's house last night and saw she, keow, sybil and simeng
having dinner.. What a cute bunch.. all were super high during steamboat and bridge. :D
2005.. Started out well.. Was on the phone with Cherlyn dear till 12 am..
then had a conference call with Cherlyn, wee, hy.. Chong wah later called..
So chaotic.. Chong Wah was playing his rap and stuff. and there was so
much background noise/echo..
Then met wai yen, bee, isabel and xy at KCC..
Saw them practising their 'thunder' from far.. rather hilarious in fact :D..
then we played bridge while bee was listening to her 4-track [only] MD player..
Its just so cool to sit around and tok and have fun together..
How does it feel when u put in so much effort but the results are not pleasing
at all, esp when its something that is so dear to u.. Maybe i'm being paranoid
or unreasonable, but i cant always be the babysitter..
Are promises meant to be broken? and so many times in fact???
The fate doesnt only lie in my hands.. I hope things can be as simple as b4..
[I really dun know..]